For some very strange reason I have the strongest urge to cry myself to sleep. I don't know what is wrong with me, everything is going so well. Not the way I wanted. But still good.

Maybe its the "not what I wanted" part. Kinda like going down to the christmas tree on christmas and opening a present you really hope to be one thing, and then finding underwear. You need the underwear and it was a nice gift, but its not nearly what you had hoped and dreamed for so it ends up being twice the disappointment.

Then imaging getting laughed at for expressing such a thing to someone who loves you and cares about you. They are supposed to understand and really console you, but all you get is told proof why you should be happy. But that is what makes you happy. Not me......right? So.....how can that make me happy?

Welcome back ME.

I am moving back here cause it is sooooooooooo much simpler and I can make it pretty more easily and I can log in to it from anywhere.

We've Moved!

Yes. Its Official I have moved and started a new on Wordpress. Sadly i didn't get my own domain cause....IM POOOR! :P


But perhaps in future. Check me here kids!

I saw the sunrise this morning...

...I thought of you. And I jumped out of bed like i was a child again excited by the pure fact it was another day. :) They say it was coudy today and so wet and humid but all i could see was sunshine and feel a comforting breeze. I smiled at pure strangers and they looked at me puzzled by my actions. I felt a lightness in my heart and a bounce in my step. My cheeks still hurt and my words still mimick yours, forcing eyebrows to raise at my speech.

Oh dear I feel so alive! I could float to paradise. But I'll stay here a while :)



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